27 months and 3 days.

Hello love! Yes, we are officially 27 months and three days together. Checking this page I know all the visits were me viewing the page and nothing from your end. I can't tell if you even read a single page here. It's very disappointing because sometimes I would hope to see a response from you but apparently, there's none. You wouldn't respond at all because you did not really value this page, do you? You didn't bother reading a single note in here. I am writing here now so I can talk to myself and remind myself of how dumb I was. I know something's off. I know something's not right but I can't point my fingers at it. You weren't willing to share with me too. You were just going with the flow. I hate it. You were a good person but why is it that my heart has been nothing but tired most of the time? Why am I not happy? Why are you not happy? Why are you so shallow? Why are you staying with me???