July 12: Morning Call

So it was around 9 in the morning when you called me and told me you are going out. You will be and while changing your clothes, you told me to continue whatever it is I am doing. Okay. That was it in the morning. I guess we'll find out how it goes for the rest of the day.

I hate this feeling. Would you just tell me to go on our separate ways? I don't like feeling down like this every day. I hated it all the more when the person I have allowed to make my mood isn't paying attention and does not care at all. Does not care at all. You can tend to your game and your bets and your videos all you want. Forget about me. After all, I am on the other line but we weren't really talking.

I am writing all this to remind myself of the effort and patience I am trying to extend in keeping something I wanted but now doubted if I really wanted after all those roller coasters. Feeling alone would want you to think hard, right?

Well....we played ML the entire afternoon until midnight :D

Muah!