July 6: No Internet connection

I, therefore, conclude that what matters to me does not really matter to you. Or let's put it simply: I do not matter to you. I tried a whole lot to conspire all angles and validate once more that sense of importance and value. I don't see it. No matter how hard I tried to resist getting mad or anxious, I still do because it seemed to me that you are testing my patience so much. Are you really trying to put me to my threshold? Why are you doing this???